Saturday, September 11, 2010

French Kiss for a Writer

The words that they took with your tongue
Tell me, oh, what were they?
Were they filled with love and passion or plagued by madness and cruelty?

Or were these words, like so many others, merely empty vessels and nothing more?

Look around you and tell me what you see

What are you grateful for? You may feel like you need to answer quickly or make huge sweeping statements, but I don't want to hear about that. I want to hear about the details: what puts a smile on your face even during the dreariest parts of your days?

We all have pain and regret, but we move on by learning from it. What have you learned and what will you be grateful for?

Here's my short list:
*A glint of new found confidence in Milo's eyes...we are granted countless opportunities to become a better person by learning from our family, friends & peers if we just allow ourselves to listen and set aside our egos. That doesn't mean monkey see, monkey do. Rather, it means watch, understand, and decide the path that is right for you. If you misstep, then trust your inner strength and instinct to find your way back to your path.

*A reminder that people may fall out of sight, but not necessarily out of mind (e.g. an email or FB update from a pal). It's true people don't necessarily want to know that J. Bloe is heading out for his fourth cup of coffee, but I find great joy in hearing the musings and whereabouts of those who have come and gone in my life and have left an impression for which I am humbly grateful.

*A memory of cold, salty ocean spray mixed with passages from Joyce. I may not believe in God, but I believe that something much bigger than my own understanding of the world exists. And the ocean, mixed with heady literature, is a good indication that this is so.

*A sunset that set the Spanish sky afire. I take great comfort in a beautiful sunrise and sunset. For me, these are moments of renewal...opportunities to start anew and feel truly refreshed.

*The smell of a cornfield under a summery star-lit night. People seem surprised that I have not crumbled under the demise of my marriage. I believe in unconditional love and the stars and a summer breeze remind me that it does exist.


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Sunday, April 4, 2010

Avocado pie makes everything better




You must try this pie! I found the recipe in this month's Food Network magazine: http://www.foodnetwork.com/recipes/food-network-kitchens/avocado-pie-recipe/index.html.

This is a smoother creamier version of key lime pie that is even yummier than the traditional fave. It's really quick, easy, and even fun to make. Bake the graham cracker crust and the rest of the magic happens in the fridge. Trust me...it's divine! I couldn't get Joe's head out of the mixing bowl...

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Call me old-fashioned, BUT...

I still prefer the original Clash of the Titans.



No CGI could ever replace the acting genius that was Burgess Meredith.

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That is indeed the question...


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I just downloaded Padgett Powell's, "The Interrogative Mood" earlier this morning. It's a 164-pager filled with nothing but questions. Some are simple and fun, like, "If they came back in style and it was not a matter of kitsch, would you wear a fedora?" Others are quite pointed, such as, "Have you ever spent time in the house of a recently deceased old woman and seen her Siamese-cat, needlepoints and her baking supplies and her shoes and her inspirational saying on the wall?"

Perhaps I'd find it a bit more entertaining if I didn't live with an overly inquisitive nine-year-old, but it is interesting and thought-provoking nonetheless.

I'm struggling with reading the book like a novel (as it is categorically defined) which is probably the point. I recall numerous "death of the author" conversations from my days as an English major, but this author/character is actually forcing the reader to create and inject a new invisible character, "you". "You" evolves quickly as you reflect (or not) upon the answers. It seems almost impossible not to ponder the answers as you inhale the interrogative frenzy that just keeps coming from author/character without any thought to or influence by "your" answers.

However, a complex conversation ensues in my imagination and a whole new "text" emerges, complete with its own rythym and flow.

One major drawback: a lot of questions focus on birds, e.g., "Maybe I have asked you this already, but are you much disturbed by the prospect of putting a bird feather in your mouth?" My character immediately (and rudely) interjects:

Holy hell, yes, I am much disturbed by that! I can't imagine one single instance where I would willingly put a bird feather in my mouth, and the thought of unwillingly submitting to such a feat is currently terrifying me. Bird feathers take me back to when I was eight and we lived in a huge beautiful house right next to the woods. I'd sit and watch deer and bunnies through the picture window and use my grandfather's old binoculars to track the cardinals and woodpeckers. Until one horrifying morning, I awoke to a confused blue jay that had just slammed into the window directly located next to my bed. It did that thing where it just kept squawking and thrashing against the glass until it fell silently to the deck below, leaving behind a strange imprint of broken feathers and blood. I was too terrified to do anything. I didn't understand what it was doing or why it was doing it, its fear and pain was obvious but it just kept slamming until it couldn't slam anymore. That was my first encounter with something taking its own life, seemingly unwillingly, and I can still hear it like Jodie Foster hears the lambs.